Have you ever sat in a room, looked around and wondered where you are going with your life? The odd feeling of déjà vu. The moment where you temporarily space out from the current reality and find yourself back in a past reality. For a couple moments, you relive parts of your life, only a few minutes pass, but within that time, you live through maybe an hour, maybe months, maybe even years. You relive the parts of your life as you wonder how it all came to this.
Your current job or lack thereof.
Your living arrangement currently
Maybe your education level or what is going on with that
Maybe even where your dream stands
When that moment of the past slips away and you are back in the present, are you feeling happy, sad, and curious?
As the person I am, I see things in colors. Instead of seeing emotions as icons, such as happy being a smiley face, I see happy as vibrant colors, maybe yellow, orange or red. When looking back on the past, I see many pastels, many dark colors, and currently my life is in a mix of vibrant, pastels and bold black slashes. Therefore, what is it that causes this mix of colors for me? Why is life so many colors, is it meant to be on a canvas?
Maybe for cases like my own, emotions were meant to be seen in such staggering colors, so that I could make such odd abstract paintings. Well that’s all for my odd thoughts for today! J
Mini update: Still no internet, I’ll only be able to post very little, but I’ll try to post something weekly for you guys ❤