Hmm let’s make bullet points!
- The south is unbearably hot
- Satellite internet is awful
- I’m horribly procrastinating everything in life
- A lot of drawing ideas
Any who, enough bullet points. My living situation hasn’t changes so I’m still wrong the satellite internet. I’ve been able to find a couple things to do with my time, which you’ll see in upcoming posts. Currently, in my life, I’ve had a lot of time for reflection and thoughts. [Mostly because my job is brainless] My life is in an odd spot. I’m in my mid-twenties, and I feel I am behind in life. Though there are many of my old friends that have kids, that doesn’t bother me. I’m in no position for raising a child. Some are married or engages, but that doesn’t really bother me either. Considering I’m not the type to point fingers, I’ll never call them out, but I feel too many of them rushed into marriage.
Maybe I see things differently, but you shouldn’t go into marriage with the idea of getting a divorce if it doesn’t work. To me, marriage is a very important decision; there shouldn’t be a cop out. Except for extreme circumstances such as abuses and things of that degree. I get that everyone wants to be happy and find their “soulmate” but then shouldn’t we take our time and not rush into things? The average life expectancy is between 70 and 85, some even high 90’s. Then why rush into a marriage in your twenties? You’re not even half way through your life! You have a chance to do wonderful things and you don’t have to be married or have kids to do so. I’m not sure if people are aware of this, but you don’t have to be married in order to be in love.
The whole I’m going to get pregnant and trap this guy is awful. The lets have kids so the government gives us money is even worse. To trap someone will mostly likely end bad.
Aside from that rant, the things that do actually bother me is my job and college situation. My job luck is terrible, I normally can’t get the jobs I really want. I get sick and lose the jobs I have and I seem to do all of this around a bad luck spurt to make sure it’s as bad a possible. As for my college, I burn with a fury over that situation. I’m only three regular classes from being done with my major, then it’s just my minor classes then I would have my bachelors.
I’ve been wondering for a while now, how I can continued to do what I love while making something. Even something would be enough to make me happy. I just don’t know what. I’ve been told about patreon, but I’m not sure how that works and I thought it was only for videos. I mean I could attempt to paint or draw on camera, but I would most likely get anxious and just not do it. Not to mention I don’t use a tablet so that would mean face time! I’m mostly wondering if there’s an outlet I haven’t explored in terms of writing. The again I’m not even sure what the majority of my followers are here for. I do wonder which is more popular, my writing or art.
Who knows, maybe this is all I got. I find myself wondering why everyone’s so quiet, I rarely see comments. The likes and follows I get, make me all sorts of giddy [so much thank you]. I love to see that people find my work interesting or amusing. I’ve very grateful to all that have taken the time to ready my posts and like them. Honestly, it means much more than you all could ever believe, so thank you!